" if you don't give a damn, we don't give a f*ck"

- youngbloodz feat lil jon

sat sept 22 around 8am, 2 beers in can (lights)

long way trip to fontana. i haven't slept yet from graveyard shift. excited to get on the pool, or play tennis. or just excited since it was my first time to go to that place. while on NLEX, rain poured every time we attempted to light a marlboro stick. damn!!! i loved the trees and the sights. everything wet from the unexpected rain. with eheads on the background, i remembered the time i had them on tapes. those were ages ago. i remembered memorizing each songs from their cutterpillow album. trying to play riffs of "poorman's grave" or "fill her".

sat sept 22 around 8pm, 2 bottles of tequila (mojitos) // 2 bottles of brandy (tres cepas)

i think i haven't got to the 2nd bottle of tres cepas. i'm not drunk yet but my head hurts like something was breaking out of my head. almost 30+ hours of no sleep. damn!!! finally, morning (don't know the exact time), i rested my head and then blank. i'm not really sure what was my last thought before i drifted away. i think it was a plan of going out, or maybe i was thinking i can still slam down the last bottle. nah. i remembered it clearly, i just wanted to sleep. /gg

sun sept 23 around 1pm beer in can (lights)

we're all setup to go home. got a decent breakfast and a good 1 hour of relaxing (tiring?) on the pool earlier. i was thinking i'll be home by 4pm or something. looking forward on getting off my jersey and shorts and lay down on my heavily curtained room with cool AC running. damn!!! got home by 7pm.

sun sept 23 around 9pm bottle of beer (lights)

back at moa with my wifey and daughter. after buying couple of computer parts. i was calming my body with a cold beer and later, a sweet nicotine stick. i always love eating inside grams. i love the sounds of 70's playing on the background. setup like an old american diner.

mon sept 24 around 9pm whiskey (cuttysark) // 4 or 5? mucho beer (red horse)

i was on leave. we were celebrating something special that day. after a sumptuous meal that evening, laughter filled the night as we reminisced some memories, planned some getaways. can't even remember what we were laughing about. LOL!

tues sept 25 around 4am to 5am 2 bottles of pale pilsen //a bottle of san mig lights

im totally wasted. so fucked up!!!  i was thinking that i'll be on bed the whole day, and i was. back on work tuesday night. still wasted and fucked up.

wed sept 26 around 9am 3 bottles of brandy (generoso)

i wasnt thinking of anything that day. no plans, no nothing. i just felt i wanted to get drowned by alcohol. i dunno why. after 4 hours of sleep, im back at work. cant feel my legs. mix of headache,  nausea, starving, body pains, sweating, cold.  it seemed that time froze and i was just staring at my blank desk. then suddenly *tooot*, got a call. damn!!! just wanted that shift to end.

post scriptum:

got other blogs xbryanjamesx.blogspot.com

and  xkeirax.blogspot.com

hmmm.. hope i can manage all of them. this one is new to me. i felt like it's time to begin it already. i've been planning to do this long time ago, but i guess  now is the right time. (hirap pala). as you may noticed, i ran out of words sa last part. /gg.

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